For Fizzzy

I feel you slipping away and it hurts
All the way down to my fingertips
I try to forget you, but i keep remembering your sweet lips
And the way you said goodbye after our last kiss

The other girls dont have cuts and scars
I think you wish i was them.. not me
I try so hard to be what you want me to be
But all my efforts you don't seem to see

I wish you'd be the one
To stop these wrists from bleeding
I'm standing here, arms out... pleading
But still you doubt my feelings

I want you to want me the way
That I want you
I need you to hold me, and know my words are true
I'm falling for you, and all the things you do

I wish that i
Could be perfect in your eyes
And i could erase all my scars and selfish lies
I want you to see past this beautiful disguise

I'm so sorry that I decieved you
I know to you i'm a disgrace
And that everytime you see my face
You wish you could be in some other place

But please don't leave
I can prove I've changed, around you i smile
Even if it's only for a little while
I want you near, for you i'd walk a thousand miles

May i have one last chance?
Please I can change.. believe that I can..
I need you to hold my hand
Without you, I fall.. And have nowhere to land